血落歸槽 red sink

a hack of red snow

內容警告：後設恐怖、飲食混亂、憂鬱、怕脆弱的恐懼、敵對性的敘述者、跟別人互不理睬、被拋棄的恐懼、情緒自傷/自我破壞、絞刑架幽默、超現實血腥畫面、怕接觸污染的恐懼、溺水、自我厭惡、強迫尋求再保證、呼吸困難、無性行為的身體侵犯

content warning: meta-horror, disordered eating, depression, fear of vulnerability, adversarial narrator, not being on speaking terms with someone, fear of abandonment, emotional self-harm/self-sabotage, gallows humor, surreal gore, fear of contamination, drowning, self-loathing, compulsive reassurance seeking, suffocation, non-sexual physical violation

暫停。查：「這該死的拘執佮愛」。啟動重複播。再繼續滾動下去。

PAUSE. Look up “damn that stubbornness damn that love.” Put it on repeat. Then keep scrolling.

1

骯髒的盤子是你唯一攜帶的東西

油污

要硬去再硬去

你非常飢餓

A dirty plate is all that you carry

grease

to scour and scour

you are very hungry

擲 2d6 來判斷渴望

記錄在空白的紙上

作為你的角色卡

Roll 2d6 to determine your craving

record it on a blank sheet of paper

to use as your character sheet

2-5: 無法享用的東西。要擲多個骰子的時候只能擲一顆。 What you can't have. If needing to roll multiple dice, you can only roll one.

6-10: 無法做的東西。只能在角色卡上記錄奇數片段裡的東西。 What you can't make. Only record things from odd numbered sections on your character sheet.

11: 找不到的東西。被拋棄。關於搜尋的骰 -1。 What you can't find. FORSAKEN. -1 to all rolls that involve searching.

12: 被你剛吞沒的東西。不知足。把角色卡的其中一角咬掉。 What you just consumed. INSATIABLE. Bite off a corner of your character sheet.

擲 3d4 來判斷生命值

今天有哭的話 -1 睡眠不足的話 -2 昨天也是的話 -3 那又怎樣的話 +4 你在說謊的話 -6 知道要命的話 +10

再把結果記錄在角色卡上

Roll 3d4 to determine your health

-1 if you cried today -2 if you didn't get enough sleep -3 if that was yesterday too +4 if you say you don't care -6 if you're actually lying +10 if it kills you to admit it

and record the result on your character sheet

2

如果目前在遊戲外播放的音樂有歌詞把聽到的一段在角色卡上寫下來如果在遊戲中找到用處用完把它給劃掉

如果你聽到的段是純音樂寫下「血落歸槽」之中每一個字是能花費的 +1 花完劃掉劃掉最後的話就會死

如果你現在才開始放音樂生命扣 1 點由於你認為我會為了你重複自己

If the music playing outside of the game currently has lyrics record a section that you hear on your character sheet if you make use of it inside the game cross it out after you're done

if the section you hear is an instrumental write down SINK within it each letter is a +1 you can spend after it's spent cross it off if you cross off the last, you die

if you just started playing music right now lose 1 point of health for expecting me to put myself on repeat for you

3

你把髒盤子帶到水槽洗但水槽裡有個顛倒的塑膠袋是家裡那另外一個人放的你們超過一個周沒說話可以擲 2d6 去尋找 ta

寫下四個不說話讓你害怕的原因要面對另外一個人的時候可以借助這些原因來傷害自己把自己利用完然後劃掉

或著是你可以繼續滾動下去

You bring the dirty plate to wash at the sink but inside the sink is an upside-down plastic bag placed there by the other person who lives in the house you haven't spoken in over a week you can roll 2d6 to search for them

write down four reasons why you're not talking that make you scared when you confront the other person you can invoke these reasons to hurt yourself to make yourself useful then cross yourself out

or you can just keep scrolling

想怎樣處理塑膠袋？只能有一個選擇。

把它移出去：袋子下流出鮮血，玷污水槽、料理台、地板、你的衣服、你的手。失去 d4 生命。劃掉一個原因。

不理它：你打開水龍頭，開始把油污洗掉。你把乾淨的盤子收起來。你的手開始出血，一直流不停。失去 d12 生命。劃掉所有原因。

吃掉它：入口即化。味道像燒仙草。獲得 d4 生命。下次擲骰 -1。

把它撕碎：關掉音樂，大聲尖叫。在角色卡上寫下一句髒話。

What do you do with the bag? You can only choose one.

MOVE IT: Fresh blood pours out from underneath the bag, staining the sink, the countertop, the floor, your clothes, your hands. Lose d4 health. Cross out one reason.

IGNORE IT: You turn on the faucet and start washing the grease stains off. You put the clean plate away. Your hands start to bleed, and they won't stop. Lose d12 health. Cross out every reason.

EAT IT: It melts in your mouth. Tastes like grass jelly. Gain d4 health. -1 to your next roll.

TEAR IT APART: Turn off the music and scream. Write an expletive down on your character sheet.

如果你有去尋找 ta…

If you searched for them...

2-11: 你找到一間空房子還有一杯紅茶，半空。你帶不走。 You find an empty house and a cup of black tea, half full. You can't take it away.

12: 你找到一間空房子還有一杯紅茶，全滿。你帶不走。 You find an empty house and a cup of black tea, full. You can't take it away.

4

水槽（不管還有沒有塑膠袋）突然變得太滿開始淹沒廚房

你沉入洪水

它在試圖將會成功把你淹死

The sink (with plastic bag or not) suddenly overflows starts flooding the kitchen

you sink into the flood

it is trying to will succeed in drowning you

記得你擁有的東西這就是為什麼你把它們寫下來的原因

Remember the things you have that is why they are written down

5

採取行動

使用歌詞使用原因使用髒話使用虛無

Make your move

USE LYRIC USE REASON USE EXPLETIVE USE NOTHING

擲 d12 來使用歌詞

Roll d12 to use the lyric

1-6: 話如鯁在喉。感覺自己是廢物。 The words get stuck in your throat. You feel like a failure.

7-12: 你把話嗆出來。下次受傷害的時候，減 1 點傷害。 You choke out the words. The next time you take damage, it will be reduced by 1.

13+: 你的聲響嘹亮。下次擲骰 +1。 Your voice rings clear. +1 to your next roll.

擲 3d4 來使用原因

Roll 3d4 to use a reason

3-12+: 寫下三樣能不靠另外一個人給自己安全而做的事。如果有需要，再重複寫一遍。寫完把原因劃掉。 Write down three things that you can do to give yourself safety without relying on the other person. Write them down again if you have to. When you are done writing, cross the reason out.

擲 2d6 來使用髒話

Roll 2d6 to use the expletive

2-6: 血爆出你的喉嚨。 Blood erupts from your throat.

7-12: 你被口水嗆到。 You choke on your spit.

13+: 你嘗到新鮮的空氣。下次擲骰 +1。 You taste fresh air. +1 to your next roll.

擲 d12 來使用虛無（必須一無所有）

Roll d12 to use nothing (you must have nothing left)

1: 感到慌張。受到 d4 傷害，下次擲骰 -1。 Feel panic. Take d4 damage, -1 to your next roll.

2-6: 感到渴念。堅持下去。 Feel yearning. Go on.

7-11: 感到無能。你沒有效果。 Feel powerless. You have no effect.

12+: 感到解脫。洪水消失。 Feel release. The flood disappears.

採取行動完之後（如果洪水沒消失的話）換它採取行動

After you make your move (and if the flood has not disappeared) it makes its move

（可能含血的）洪水試圖讓你窒息；擲 2d6

The water (which possibly contains blood) tries to make you suffocate; roll 2d6

2-6: 它成功。你死了。把角色卡上全部的東西都劃掉。在背後寫下你的遺言。 It succeeds. You're dead. Cross everything off your sheet. Write your last words on the back.

7-11: 它佔領你的氣管。時間慢下來。受到 d20 傷害。要命的話，按照以上的規則處理。 It colonizes your windpipe. Time slows down. You take d20 damage. If it kills you, resolve with rules above.

12: 它擊中你的腹部。你喘不過氣。受到 d10 傷害。要命的話，按照以上的規則處理。 It punches you in the gut. It leaves you breathless. You take d10 damage. If it kills you, resolve with rules above.

13+: 你繼續憋氣。下次擲骰 +2。 You keep holding your breath. +2 to your next roll.

再次採取行動，並且重複到其中（或彼此）再也不在

Make another move and repeat until one (or both of you) are no longer here

尾聲 coda

彷彿夜晚沉默的降臨迫於最漫長的一天你家的前門終於被打開

Like the silent fall of night born from the longest day the front door of your house finally opens

另外一個人向你前進留下紅色的痕跡寫下你希望能對 ta 說的話我希望能給你所有的一切對不起

The other person approaches you trailing red write down what you wish to say to them i wish i could give you everything i'm sorry

ta 的存在感給你一點安慰

這個未來你還能面對

Their presence give you an inch of comfort

this future is what you can face

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